Just A Little Too Soon

This poem came to me around 3am on the morning of 6-27-24,
and was written for those of us who are experiencing our children
growing up and being around a whole lot less.

I feel a little bit sad
Every time I walk by
And see your empty bed.
It’s a reminder again and again-
Just a little each time,
You’re a little more adult,
And a little less kid.

My mama heart breaks
Just a little each time
I see you paving your way.
Living your own life,
And on your own terms,
A little less here,
And a little more away.

But I also feel
A lot of mama pride-
Watching you thrive
As the days fly by…
And I see the woman
You are growing into-
A little less me
And a lot more you.

It’s beautiful.
YOU are beautiful,
And I am forever grateful
That I get to do
This life with you.
I thank God
For every waking day I get-
To spend a little more time
Watching you blossom
And bloom…

Even if my mama heart feels like
It’s all happening-
Just a little too soon.

• Tanielle Childers ©️ 6.27.24