Afraid to Feel Excited – Pregnant at 40
Every day is a challenge
A battle inside my mind.
I’m afraid to feel excited
And my fears have magnified.
I already love you with all my heart-
And promise to do everything I can
To protect you and help you to grow-
I pray you are a part of God’s grand plan.
I feel the beauty and strength of your spirit.
And I want desperately to bring you to life.
I just pray my body can do it.
And I pray for everything to be all right.
Tanielle Childers © June 2, 2017